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I have to admit guys I've not beel feeling my best lately and university is getting on top of me. I'm finding it more difficult to sleep than ever and my eating habits have taken a turn for the worst. I am still vegan, but every single pound that I lost I have put back on. I might not be eating dairy or meat or anything including animal products, but I'm making up for it in those products that I can eat, clearly. If I wasn't, I wouldn't have put the weight back on. This has depressed me greatly, and even though I attempted to convince myself I'm fine with how I am, and other people are too, I just can't shake this feeling.
About 20 minutes ago I took my 'before' photograph. - A little backstory - When I first lost weight I didn't take a photograph of when I was 11st 7lbs and 10st 7lbs, so physically I could not see a difference in myself. Now, I'm going to take the photo this time and scrape this weight off with every thing I have.
I went back to the doctor about my legs and was given the all clear to start training in order to run. I got pretty new running shoes that support my legs and feet so they should be useful in keeping the shin splints away. My running should be able to help me keep the weight off and tone my body up a little. I've visited the gym a few times this week and have really enjoyed it. I do so enjoy being in the gym, sweating my stress out. The idea is to make it a regular thing and build up my core strength. My goal is I want to be able to jog the 5k by the end of the summer. Ambitious goal if you ask me!~
Ah... after writing I can already feel my mood lifting. It's 00:39 and I should probably go and get some sleep now. Thanks for reading guys. Until next time.
